Everything is a gift from the universe.

i know i'm not a bad person and there's nothing i can do about it, but i'm in straight denial that my baby is a girl. i really had my mind set on a boy and i know that was mistake number one. now mistake number two is thinking about it too much. i can only buy non gender specific clothes at this point and influence the idea that girls can like boy things too. or else my boyfriend won't know what the fuck to do during play time. lord knows he wont touch a barbie doll and i sooooooooo wont either.

I HATE YOU CHINESE CALENDER...which told me it was a boy and i soooo desperatly want to believe that. i got my hopes too high.

but the baby is healthy. has a normal weight and a normal big head. lol. i hope it has a webbed toe like joe. he thinks that would be oober awesome. his my's a super tom boy, so lets hope some of her rubs off on the baby.

i regret finding out the sex. i love my baby either way, but i'm a very easily irritated person and this is going to bug me for quite a while. QUITEEEEEEEEEE a while.

i officially NEED to know WHERE THE FUCK these nylons are...

and now my uploader is being a gay..anyone else have to upload one at a time??

already..that mutherfucking picture has a little square with and X in it and i can't see it...how the the what the fuck!!

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nvm..its just picky..